I look at my babies and pinch myself.
I am in awe of everything they do. I cannot believe I have produced such wonderful beings.
I hate the speed at which it is passing and want to pause this moment forever.
As a Mum of one everything is the next stage, the next development.
As a Mum of two everything is happening too quickly and I want my babies to stay babies. I don't want the next stage yet as I want to savour the current one.
With Monty's babyhood I was determined to maintain a sense of balance and order. In Blossom's I relish the chaos and breastfeed in my sleep!
Three years ago today we moved into this house and filled it with boxes and a tiny twelve day old baby. (And a big dog!)
Three years later it's just filled with love.
Ahem. Well and a whole load of other stuff, but, y'know.